What would u do if u were me??

Am I enterable? i am so confuse all I want is a good guy that is educated and respectful and cute. I been with my bf for 4 years I love him so much and he always said am the best girl he ever had the is great and he talks about married and kids all the time, however I cant take him home because he don’t have a job don’t have his GED he is a year younger then me, he sells stuff. My parents wouldn’t like that and also I want the best for me too but he was my first and I have so deep felling for him. However my cousin introduce me to this other guy he is 7 years older then me he is a chef very outgoing he is cute but he is so short and so skinny I been talking to him for the past 6 month I really like him he treat me like I am a princes he is very respectful he lives a hour away form me so every weekend he come and pick me up he said that he don’t want me to drive he buys me all this gifts he takes me all over the place my parents love him they think he is good for me, the only problem is when he kiss me it fells like he is licking me I just don’t fell the kiss and we were about to do stuff he is just so little the wasn’t great I am so confuse? I don’t want sound like I am a addict but the with my bf is so good never want to let him go the kiss is great . I don’t know what to do I am crazy let in this good guy go over that?? What do u think